Just wanted to say hi..  / Brittany (friend)

Hey Nick! I know it's been a while. I just wanted to remind you that i miss and love you although i think you already know that! I wish you could be here to enjoy Miss Brinlee I know Lynsey would love to have you in brinlee's life she is gorgeous just like Lynsey.
I get to find out if i'm having a boy or a girl in two weeks and i can't wait! i'm starting to get pretty excited!

please keep watching over us and tell my gma and gpa hi for me and that i love them!

Love and miss you lots! Until next time. ttyl!

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There's no address in the stars...  / Stephanie
I just wanted to say thank you for coming to me in my dreams last night! That was a GREAT birthday present! I'm not sure what it all meant. I could make a few guesses but I'll just leave it alone. I don't know what to think anymore.

But I agree with Brittany I know you are with me!


"I stumbled across your picture today
I could barely breath
The moment stopped me cold
Grabbed me like a thief.
I dialed your number but you wouldn't be there
I knew the whole time but it's still not fair
I just wanted to hear your voice
I just needed to hear your voice.

What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you
But they get lost in the blue
'Cause there's no address in the stars.

Now I'm drivin'
Through the pitch black dark
I'm screaming at the sky
Oh cause it hurts so bad
Everybody tells me
Oh all I need is time
Then the mornin' rolls in
And it hits me again
And that aint nothin' but a lie.

What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you
But they get lost in the blue
'Cause there's no address in the stars.

Without you here with me
I don't know what to do.
I'd give anything
Just to talk to you
Oh it breaks my heart
Oh it breaks my heart
All I can do
Is write these letters to you
But there's no address in the stars." Close

MISS U!!  / Brittany Hartman (friend)

Hey Nick!! We miss you so much. But know you are with us everyday. I know you are with me as i get through my struggles. I just found out a little bit ago that i'm pregnant and at first it was all but struggles. things are starting to look up though. i know you are looking after us! Please watch over my dad right now too as he needs all the help he can get. and say hi to my grandparents for me i love and miss you all!!! Wish you could be here when the baby is born. Take care nick.. not a day goes by that we dont think about you!!

Love you!

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MISS YOU!!!  / Stephanie

All I wanted to say was that I miss you Nick! You were so awesome! Losing loved ones SUCKS!! and we all know that.

Happy Easter Nick. I hope you're watching over your family and comforting them when they need it!! You have an awesome family and they deserve to know you are with them where ever they go!

Love you and Miss you "Nickabell" :)

Steph

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In Loving Memory of Nicholas  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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4 Years ago today  / Ray (Father)

Goodmorning son,

   Four long years ago today, but it seems like just yesterday that you left us. Losing Angie was devastating for our family, and then we lost you and that completed tearing our hearts apart. Except for an ocassional cadle liting, I'm the only one who greets you each morning, and says "goodnight" in the evening. I refuse to let go and move on, because I have nothing left to move on to. You were my only son and I wont put you or Angie aside for any reason. I love you son...

Dad 

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Thinking of Nicholas on his angel date  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (Angel Families )
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Going day to day.  / Jeana (Friend)

Hey Nick,  Its been so long since you have been gone.  I cant believe how grown up im suposed to be right now.  It feels like ages since the last time i seen you.  Things are well with me.  Im still going to school... feels like i have been doing it forever now.  I miss you alot and wish you were here to tell me to cheer up once in awhile.  I was thinking about a memory i had with you.  One day at school, i was having a hard time, like i always did and you were walking down the hallway and saw that i was crying.  You picked me up and carried me out to the parking lot to your truck and talked to me for awhile.  You were always taking care of me when i really needed it.  Thank you.  I imagine what you would be doing and i know it would be something you love.  I miss you and hope you are watching over your family.  I love you.

Jeana

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changes / Stephanie "Dunbar" Coldwell

Nick, although I have gone and changed my name, my school, my residence, my whole life... You are still in my heart every day! I miss you so much!

I got married on 08-08-08. To Jeremy Coldwell. He is from Ark City. We weren't dating very long but our moms are best friends so we have known each other for a long time!  He is a great guy! and treats me good too!

Nick I think of you all the time! On my wedding date the weather was PERFECT and I tell everyone it's because you were lookin out for me!

I love and miss you so much Nick! Keep watching over your family!

You have my heart forever,

Stephanie "Dunbar" Coldwell

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quote / Stephanie Dunbar (friend)

Hey Nick! I hope everyone reads this! After going through all this with you I already do this. I hope everyone else does too!

I love you Nick!!

"With every friend I love who has been taken into the brown bosom of the earth a part of me has been buried there; but their contribution to my being of happiness, strength and
understanding remains to sustain me in an altered world."
- Helen Keller

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Thinking of you Ray  / Marlene Bohn (Angel Mom )

Ray it has been a long time since I ahve been to Nicky site. Memory of had so many problems liting candles that I had stopped liting except for Erics. Took forever to lite just one candle. Its late n I am unable to sleep have many nites like that. Its raining outside n the wind is blowing but the calm of the nite is peaceful n tranquil. Over the past months I have felt lost sad n lonley missing Eric so tenderly. It has been almost 5 years but some days it feels like yesterday. My life has changed forever just like yours a piece of our heart went with them that horrible day broken never to mend. Do hope you are doing as best you can. I too have another son that needs me as u do other children. That is my purpose for living as is yours I am sure. We are planning a get together in April at Lake Lure Inn in Lake Lure North Carolina.. The dates are April 25, 26 ,27 2008. It would be nice for you to come I will email u info on the get together if u would be intrested. Know ur in my thoughts n prayers eachday I feel Nicky Angie n Eric are friends n watching over us all the time. Angel Blessings Marlene ^j^ Erics Mom

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Thanks Nick  / Ashley Cilva (friend)
Hey Nick...I'm really sorry I didn't get out there to put some flowers or something out for you this week. Elissa ditched me, but I'm pretty sure you already know that story. If you're up there watching out for me, thanks for last night. I really needed that and as much as I wish it could last forever and be really good, if last night was just one night, thank you. I miss you and just cuz we didn't get flowers out there doesn't mean I was thinking of you any less! Love always, Ashley Close

Missing you pal!  / Justin Calvin (Pals)
I really can believe it has been three years since you have left all of. I believe that you have it better up there than us down here, because u dont have to worry about everything that we do. Miss you man!!! Close

Thinking of you and your family dear Nicholas  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Mom Of Angel Lauren (Connected by angels )
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Wow!! / Brogan Hiatt (Friend)
Hey Nickerbean!  Crazy how it has been 3 years since you have been gone.  Some days it feels like yesterday and some days it feels like it was 10 years ago!  I miss you so much.  I think about you a lot and wonder what you would be doing right now if you were here with us!  It's so crazy to think about those things.  But I'm sure Heaven is treating you good... better than anything down here!  We all miss you so much!  And please be with your family today.  It is going to be a hard day for all of them!!  I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I miss you so much!!!  Tell my dad I said hi and I love him!!  My prayers are with your family each and every day!!!

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Miss you!  / Brittany Hartman

Nick, today is the three year mark. I don't get why it ever had to happen. we all just wish we could go back in time to change it all but obviously they needed you more up there than we did down here. But I can't wait until the day we meet again and get to have that beer together..lol.. I know you remember those days!

So I know you know i'm having a terrible week on top of today. but i can tell that you are here with me keeping me calm. I really hope my brother comes to his senses and realizes that he needs his lil sis. and i know you know the whole truth about everything happening, I just wish everyone else would realize!! Just keep looking after me and everyone else!

I love you and miss you dearly. I can't even begin to explain how much! You are always in my thoughts and dreams.

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PRECIOUS NICHOLAS,  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

THINKING OF YOU SWEET ANGEL AND YOUR LOVING FAMILY TODAY ON YOUR ANGELVERSARY, SENDING YOU ALL LOTS OF LOVE. 

 GOD BLESS

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In Loving Memory of Nicholas  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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missin you  / Cody Morris (friend)
well bud i'm sure you've already realized i've been thinking about you alot too just like everyone else and i wanted to say a few words about how i miss the crazy stuff we use to do and just how good i felt after i had been around you. i feel the same as everyone else, sad but hopeful, mad but grateful i got to share the time i did with you while you were on this earth with us. i know your watching over us so that gives me inspiration and hope just knowing your there. i can't say it enough but thanks man and i love ya like my own brother! Love ya Nickbit! Let-er-eat bish! Close

Miss you Nicholas!!!  / Brittany Hartman

Nick, today has been hard for me.. We are all sharing our memories from when you were still with us and it makes me very sad. I have honestly cried all day today. It's hard with the 3 year anniversary of your death coming up Wednesday and then the troubles i'm having right now in my life but i know you are up there watching over me!

I was also reading Steph's comment and yes you did help us out very much Nick.. But how come u couldn't have helped us out sooner so that it didn't take us 6 and 1/2 hours..lol.. It was a good bonding time for me and steph though so i know that's why you didn't help sooner!

Nick i miss and love you so much. You will always have that special place in my heart! Can't wait until we can see eachother again! Love you Nicholas Wade!!!

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